Friday, June 03, 2005
its wrong. its sooo fucking wrong. wrong. wrong. wrong. i knew it all along.
i wan to stop. i tried. but i couldnt. stop fallin.
so wad if u are true. soo wad i cant stop thinking abt u. it's still sooo wrong. shoot me.
i wanna turn back time. and take everything back.
i wanna run. i wanna run awae from everything.
i wanna sleep. soo that i dont nid to wake up and think of all these perplexity.
why was i soooo stupid. soooo foolish. why din i hold back. why did i make it happen. i knew it would. somedae. somehow. somewhat. why didnt i choose to stop it. when it came.
why. why. why must this happen to me.
u noe u are impt. u noe u mean alot to me. u noe i duwanna lose u. i dont rmb myself telling u that. but u noe it urself. i am sure.
u noe the last thing i wanna do is to hurt u. but i think i jus did.
it's wrong in that way. it's wrong. we noe it's wrong. stop it. stop it. lets stop it. lets make it stop together.


shedded at 7:22 PM

MYSELF!
Felicia
Victoria-JC
Seventeen-Plus
Eighteen-October
Feli_cia36@hotmail.com
LOVES!
Volleyball
Fei Fei
Family
Xiao Ming
Years in Cedar
Mahjong Gang
Being Loved
WINNING(money and competitions)
EAT!

HATES!
Liars
Being Unwanted
To Lose
Having Regrets
Nightmares
all the IF ONLYs